Bambii's New World

Before the next johns show up -- or before I have to walk the streets looking to make a few more bucks, let me rewind and explain how this all became what I am.

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Fantasy becomes reality

A year ago, I was sitting on my computer. I started checking out some porn and came across some shemales and trans-gendered people. The photographs of hot chicks with throbbing cocks surprisingly excited me. My dick, though small, got hard quickly and I was soon jerking off.

At first, I'd cum in a napkin or something else. Soon, I was cumming in my hand and rubbing the goo all over my face and body. From there, I'd position myself so I could give myself a facial. I'd also shoot it directly into my mouth to get the feel of having a man's juice trickle down my throat.

This took all of a couple of weeks. I wanted to experience what these chicks with dicks were experiencing. I wanted to be one of them. Of course, it was fantasy. But I signed up on a few alternative sex websites thinking maybe I could meet someone who would help me dress up and allow me to live out a fantasy, even if just for one night.

I posted what I was looking to do, with not many details. I also left a photo of my naked body (Before getting to where I am now, I was quite feminine. I stood about 5-foot-6 and weighed maybe 135-140). My cock was quite small, being maybe an inch and a half soft and getting to around 4 ½-5 inches hard. I've had girls tell me that their vibrators were bigger than my cock.

Within a day, I had many e-mails telling me that they'd love to help me with my fantasy. One stood out. A black guy names James told me he had a closet full of slutty women's clothes I could wear.

He also said he had a transsexual friend who could come over, help me look like a whore and they could then double-team me to put my fantasy into a new level. He sent a photo as well -- his body was incredible and it was mixed by this low-hanging cock that had to be 7 or 8 inches long -- SOFT! His balls were big and hanging and I found myself getting hard just looking at the photo.